26/12/13

Story of the day:
Secret:
Wat is the secret I mean....
1220
A meaningful number..^^

A meaningful day^^

Actually why I just now didnt say much about the back journey of class trip

Becuz it link here

Everything start from huan song hui
When zheng jie say:
U r a great person
But u need to find a shoulder to lean...
Then so much ppl look towards me....
Hahahaha tht time I cant do anything..so just giv : lol wats happening de reaction
And the "5min" u did "tht" ^^ :$

Wat I said tht night is real de...
I hav did such "wrong" on you,
So I wont leave for whatever reason^^ really ... I make my promise tht night.... and now

All start from huan song hui I said
Cuz actually I wont "say" to u so fast de
I hav my plan ... maybe next year

But the question....
"Tht" question he ask
U know I need so much courage to walk out. .. cuz I know once I walk out,
All of the thing will out of my planning. .
But ay last I walk out also
But really... I should thanks zheng jie perhaps. ...

On the bus...
U ask me whether we still friend or not... im not dare to say... I know it was a chance... perhaps u purposely giv me chance de.... but Im not dare to say cuz It is out of my plan... I planned my words how to "say"... but cant say it on bus... so I say later
N u say fin camp cai settle

Actually I got no 把握 de
But I know I needto say it out le on 20...
And all my courage come from:
1 I promise to settle on tht day
2 I promise to tnf guy :队友!!!
3 ur gift
I read all the 103 reason
N also all those 悄悄话
then I know... I hav chance :$
So......^^

Not much, just these .... done for this post



That's all

Thx for thinking of me :$
Im here ...
I think of u also....^^

I love you ♥

26/12/13

before the story of  the day
a random story:
once u said tht u r sunny^^
i felt tht
cuz in training
remember tht day u saw me running in taman kaya?
u leave
then just right after u leave ...
in less than 5 min.. it rains
cuz the "sun" gone ^^


story of the day of 24th :
班旅
正如我所说：
i havent go out with class de ppl to a trip before..
this is the first time
and as i said before...it's for u

ok
first day:
our "drama" didnt show
cuz there is no two seat de place
i was forced to go sit back wif  zhi yang
i just plan to go sit wif u
but i dun dare to ask u...via msg
i just wanna wait till breakfast sin
but u msg me le
ok
i said...^^
(should i be a little bit more brave/initiative?)

ok finally i did ... i just didnt take my beg ,
i brought my purse, bottle n phone there...
whole day of happy^^
just a weird thing for tht time (cuz if now, not weird le)
i put my phone n purse in ur bag... the purse until next day cai take lol :P

the waterfall ( idk the name so i called it "the waterfall")
i picked few nice leaves
n those in your bag too =.=
until xue ling...
not as pretty as i thought
after it was dried n flattened

dun keep saying u r so 麻烦。
i remember ur FRIM story..
so i just lend u my hand at the waterfall there^^
i scare u cant come down...

finally we reach bottom safely ^^ (of course =.=)

taman negara:
tanjung piai
the view is good there
data roaming :P im at Indonesia region

pak zan took a special photo^^

the cute 导游ask
"who wan to be her dear".... LOL!!!!
then he...................... really.........................no word say.....
but we reach resort happily
karaoke for some times ,
then go dinner
yay same table wif u^^
after eat i bought a bubble  blowing thing

then back le
continue karaoke
n
we play games
i totally wanna make ppl laugh nia... did lots stupid thing like jumping around when i lose
like go blow bubbles at jeremy....
joker... :P

payphone: a song  tht make me scream until no sound.... sweet song... i like it ... except those rude words...(i prefer jayeslee version more)

ur special gift
i think i said
no matter u guess right or not
u would hav the prize
cuz i ady bring it.... eat ba le
happy? of course, ur fav food ma...

but la, really de
i saw newspaper these days
it says tht noodles got heavy metal inside
so
dun eat la
....er.....less eat ba at least.
cuz really nid take care of ur body ya^^


1 30 u say go sleep... but at last 2 le macam...
i nidda find a place to do ur incomplete gift
i dun wan ppl saw n ask
but seems like no place like tht for me... they r playing monopoly deal at the living room
so i just dun bother
i sat on the ground n use the table near tv there...
all i scare now just the dao you suddenly come out ..n ask.......><
sherling n meiting saw n asked.... tonny as well..

then they say they wanna go k room play..
n sleep inside there..
so i just follow
cuz no one is at outside tht time
n i prefer to be ask by them more than by the dao you...
finally jin yin ask.... no one there ask except her....lol maybe i was too fierce
i do, i do, i do,
then reach le the time i promised...i dun wan to break the promise so i just see...:
i only left  little bit bale wor (the bookmark... i did it from nothing till done on tht night)
so i decide to fin it
tht time ady 330 then i sleep... i think .. .tomorrow still hav time... just write thing nia...
the quality is not too good (bookmark)
far away from my imagination... sry

i set alarm on 6
when i awake, i was like ice block
all i have just a short sleeve jacket tht i wore tht night n a pack of stationaries...
sooooooo coooold
wake and go bath...
hot water is nice...
when i go into my room
lol there is a blanket left for me.... cuz i decide to sleep on a single mattress on the floor
ok i noob

the next day..^^
we go breakfast
wat breakfast le a?
o
we breakfast at downstairs...
after breakfast we go taman negara again....
tis time i walk wif u ^^
before we leave
u said : i wan take photo wif u... o :$
then we go back....to see 养鱼场（actually is 船）
ok back to ground
we go "shopping"
they bought the pig for chia nee
i bought the hand band
giv one to kai min as her belated birthday gift
i wore the blue one ... until now... training camp i also didnt take off

bath second time
cuz hot

u got thing to do...~~
after that we sing to gather OMY
^^

then lunch
we sat on same table again... sry jeremy...
the first time i help u collect money
actually i wanna do soomthing for the class de, like kang le gu... due to my 想干点事de心。。。。lol... im a lame ppl.

so thts why i help.....TT
im so 肤浅。
of course, can help u is happy la...
then we go "long gai"
u say hot then..... shadow
i say thirsty then ...... ^^

back
bath third time =.=
cuz i sweat
then we go ice cream

lol chia nee
keep belanja...

then bicycle...
sry im noob...
i really wanna fetch u de...
im NOOB

then we go dinner....
the "key matter"
i feel super nervous
thx dao you

i keep scolding myself
idk why i dun let myself make tis kind of mistake now.....

on the way back to resort....

can i pat your head?
你伸过来了 ^^

欢送会。。。
doesnt meant sooo much for me... cuz im not leaving
just hearing they say their gan yan...

actually when i heard zhen jie say wanna play zhen xin hua
from the  beginning
i ady noe he wanna ask that question....
.....
.....
i answer tht honestly...
....
...
:$

Then me n hao hao n zhengsi
keep giving tissue paper .... wanna make ppl cry
so bad we r...


later ....
5 min... become 2 hours... ♥
thx for telling me so much.....
the first time u ......^^
finally got chance.

u go sleep at 2 30 something
i start at 3 am
i go downstairs
cuz u say last nite there no lock
i write write n write...
finally
the fang zhu wake n clean up at six
n some customers wake 7 to eat breakfast....
some of them als ask me doing what...
i told them making gift....
n one ask me doing art?
i just smile
cuz idk how to explain... n i dun wan to

finally
wrote in sometimes sleep n sometimes wake de condition
overall i slept 15 min
cuz once i felt i was too tired le
i set alarm n sleep 10 min
then wake up cont
so energetic
but only last for 1 hour
then i slept for another 5 min
so my words is so messy...

last day... uk farm ....
just as normal as before... just go can guan...nothing special...
on the way back ...( bus)
super special...

thx^^

♥



done for today...
next preview : secret :P

23/12/13

story of the day,

学领：

一个在我心目中有着崇高地位的营

在集训里

我又碰到了

我曾告诉你我的梦想：

当筹委

but我真的很觉得我没那个可能

see, everyone in it is president or vice president

在16号之前

我几乎有种要放弃了的感觉

“明年不要去面试了”

1 我累了，

我被我自己的工作弄到我累了

2没信心

3忘了（打下打下忘了）

但是过了16号

尤其是到了19号

营员的那份心，凝聚力，态度，。。。。。。等等

又让我从新有回那份斗志

我也不知道为什么会这样

就。。。。我想要

我想要做些事情。。。就算会忙得透不过气

当年是我的无知，那种态度，

才会让我踏不上那条路。

我的问题，

所以坦白讲

每次听到“学领”

我都有点想离开

不想听下去

因为听下去，只会让我更遗憾

但，你讲，我每次都在听

因为你嘛。

你一开始的时候讲

我是有这种感觉

可听听下到最后，没有了，尤其是在班旅巴士上，早操^^

也是不懂为什么。。

16号，全部人（田径）都好像没看过那样，

坐在宿舍食堂

看学领

我回到房间，

房长：jiangze (jz) 问我

做么不去看的？

然后有点淫笑（他们懂了，那时）

我说：我不想看

jz: 是吗？（淫笑）

我：我不是那种一直"gap" 一直"gap" 的人来的。

i said this becuz: 

1 我真的不想看，

看了会让我想起那种遗憾

2 i really dun wan go there

first,

they will say i keep "gap" u

second,

they(xueling) will say u

i dun wan like tht

ok thts all for 16 opening 

学领期间，

我不敢过去跟你讲话，虽然我看到你很多次

因为如果我过去，

他们（双方）都会讲多多，尤其是你那里

那次在礼堂走廊，我遇到你也是一样。

所以只可以用眼神打个招呼。

就如有个晚上

老实说我有点特地

我看到他们在准备宵夜

我就试看看等你，刚好marcus他们又在讨论一些问题，

就这样

等到了^^

一个招呼

满足 :)

lastday 

i go xin lou just to prepare my game, cuz outside is raining

tht's all for xue ling

meeting today (actually is yesterday le ) :

不知道为什么回去开会

不懂要开什么，

只知道是去开会，

一开始老师（林淑贞老师）叫他们将学领的感想。。。lol im the only one who didnt go...

ok not the main point 

the main point:

筹备明年的95周年教育展（maybe like 学术学艺展）

推来推去

推到最后，总负责人，剩给我和另一个人，

老师问谁要做

他没出声

我当时想：

我真的自觉我忙不起这种大事

n

我很想做

但我知道

我觉得

我没那个能力

一旦发生事故

我没法去想象

cuz 我没经验

我知道

我一应该去学习

不过，不知道为什么

我不想

至少如果是在田径的话，我会去尝试

Ok my problem

but still im the 副“筹主” i “ ” cuz 其实没那么分明，只是个名义

lots of thing do le...

thts all for today ( tis post) 

next preview : class trip

22/12/13

Stor"ies" of the day:
Just back from a party
A girl's birthday party
Mum's 同事女儿的21岁生日派对
no la... actually just go eat buffet ba le
First time go indian de kenduri
Food nice^^

Low camera resolution cuz I zoom in so much

...


Today I just 肢解了my comp
My old comp
Tht one which is slow dao cant use le
Cuz mum wan tidy the room
So wanna throw away it le

power supply

Pentium 4 processor

Graphics card

Internet card

hard disk

mother board

Ddr1 ram

...


Last night I dream
I had a dream tht we all go ban lv again
But the place not same in my dream
Just a thing doesn't change:天涯海角
this word appear in my dream
I feel soooooo emo when we come back
Soooooooooo emo as I think I will feel so in the real one ban lv before I go
But I didnt feel it in the real one ban lv
Cuz I hav u all the way back to kl
I hav u beside me
Talk to me
Lean on me
Holding...... ♥
Thts why I didnt feel emo...tht much :p
It's lucky tht I hav u^^

...


Today is dong zhi
Thailand there might not hav tang yuan ba...
I hav left a bow for u ^^

Although I ate it ady :p. ..

Thts all for today

Tomorrow preview:

Xue ling

21/12/13

久违了blog
A whole month doesnt update
The dust is like 1cm thick le :p

Ok an story a day until 25 of dec.
To fulfil ur will^^

Story of the day:
集训
迟三天进营
当然得show出一些热诚来
认真地练习
but 到了第二天
笑不出了。
痛,脚痛
但没以前那么痛
cuz这次集训的课表算轻松了

13
small game.. just for fun
Killer game
I think de
Just let another ppl change a bit
But on tht day before the game
He brief me
I think dao got prob
I just think another plan to change the game
Just in 10min
I felt proud of myself^^

16
test game
I feel disappointed for my game
So much problem. ..
I feel like wanna give up
I know I wont but I just told you
I know u would comfort me n tell me dun giv up^^
Thts why I sms u

19
Big day
Change much plans
But the game still work fine
I sw them enjoy, at least my group is
(W8 I go bath sin.... mum is saying me now....)
(Ok just cut fingernails
Back to it)
I said things to my group when they end the game:
你们当中有人有我很欣赏的精神
很照顾组员,不肯落下任何一人
看到别人脚痛,你们会用走的
棒
当然后来有吵架
我不指名道姓,因为有几个都是酱。
但吵架一定会有
如果你们真的全程没吵架
那你们真的很厉害。


Later I told all of the player (cuz Im huodongzu im gonna end the game):
从这个游戏
不只是玩而已
我希望你们可以学到
如何沟通
你们是个团队
我觉得输赢不在于快慢
如果整个过程中你们没吵架
就算你们最慢回来,你们还是大赢家

I heard those senior clap for me
Im proud of myself tht I can say these kind of thing^^

18
写感言
最棒的
再也没人说我很凶。不会接受别人的意见了
Just one or two
Maybe they not know me enuf...maybe

The only one tht say me fierce

Shimin wrote me de^^

And lastly marcus wrote de , I feel 被肯定